Grieving is learning to carry your loved ones with you into the future, while trying not to look for them in the past.

It’s so difficult to move forward. All their things, smells, routines. It’s hard to try and move on because it feels like doing so equals forsaking them. But what we had can never be again, not like it was, ever. This is a new path, with new people, sights, and moments to be had. Grieving … Continue reading Grieving is learning to carry your loved ones with you into the future, while trying not to look for them in the past.

i went to our old spot

it was a perfect day eight years ago. we hiked you try to make friends with a rattlesnake. the first time I wondered if maybe you had nine lives. I couldn’t take you to see the waterfall this time. Granny would have wanted another photo with you. I miss you as I will always you, … Continue reading i went to our old spot

bye bye baby mobo

my baby left us at 13 years young. He had a cancer scare (Hemangiosarcoma) July 2024 and collapsed huffing and puffing into my arms. Closed his little beady eyes and rested his entire heads weight in my arms. Lost bowel control. I was so scared. But he got up. Puked. Swam. Slept all night and … Continue reading bye bye baby mobo