my baby left us at 13 years young. He had a cancer scare (Hemangiosarcoma) July 2024 and collapsed huffing and puffing into my arms. Closed his little beady eyes and rested his entire heads weight in my arms. Lost bowel control. I was so scared. But he got up. Puked. Swam. Slept all night and the next day was doing better. After an er vet visit where the vet said he had bleeding cancer, we got to work. Plenty of chinese yunnan baiyao herbs to stop bleeding. Gabapentin for any pain. In that time we camped with alpacas in Lebec, visited beaches, stayed in San Luis Obispo, played with young rattlesnakes in San Diego mountains and he ate like a king. Organic everything. Steaks. Fish. Shrimp. Crayfish. Crab. Scallops. All with the best specialty olive oil and kale/broccoli. He got in lots of swims lots of walks (he was arthritic so I had to hoist his weight using harness). His mommy and I made sure his remainder life was the best.
I experimented with turkey tail mushrooms, resveratrol, and other natural remedies. He hung on and allowed me to stop grieving about three months into his nine month cancer journey. Thank you Mr moby. RIP my baby. ~~02.08.12-04.27.25~~I will always remember you as the best decision I ever made. The most lived life I ever witnessed and shared.
Forgive me for getting complacent with your treatment lowering dosage of your supplements, I was stupid and it was the worst decision of my life. We had so many magical memories and I loved your smell, beautiful fur coat(x2 layers!) and all the walks, hikes, and hijinks you gave me. I will miss you til the day I stop breathing. I hope I get to see you again so I can sniff your paws, floppies, breath, coat, and eyes. Mommy will miss speaking into your microphone tail. And sharing ice cream with you. Thank you, you completed your mission and took care of me better than you could’ve ever imagined. More than you’ll ever know.








